left the key to the door and my heart on the floor

[DAMON ADAM DAMARA]

A royal mess is what he has gotten himself into. Fuck! He had to leave. He had to get out of here. It broken his bloody heart to do so. Things were great with him and Karlie and now he got himself into heaps of trouble and she could get caught in the crossfire of it all if he stays. He couldn’t bare anything to happen to her. He didn’t like what was happening to himself and he feared that if he stayed that he might kill her. He couldn’t . He didn’t want to harm her. He really hated this, but it had to be done. He would rather lose her this way then to lose her in death. He didn’t know she has secrets about herself. He had secrets about himself too. Damon had packed his bags and threw them into her car. His car was at his mothers where it would stay for now. He would just get a new car when he gets to where he is going. Far away from Family and friends as he can till he gets this all sorted. If he can. Perhaps if he can’t it is best that he disappears.

Everything was in the car now, he took the dog and he took her car so she couldn’t come after him. He was about to scribble Your Dumped on their bedroom mirror where Karlie spends her time doing her hair in the morning and make up. How he will miss waking up to her. She is so beautiful. He hated that he was going to destroy her heart like this and hopes that one day she will be able to forgive him when he straightens things out. Who knows maybe she will find someone better for her. Someone that has no dark secrets. Secrets of which that could get her dead in the crossfire. It killed him to write them words he picked up the sharpie a few times to shaky to do so, but had to take a deep breath and suck it up “It is for the best.”he whispered to himself and wrote the words your dumped -Damon. It was cold and heartless, but the only way she wouldn’t come after him right?

She was out shopping right now...he left the lighter she just bought him on the bed side table, and he left the key to the flat next to the coffee pot in the kitchen with some money. Sure she wouldn’t need it, but he was taking her car and he had taken buster another thing that would make her hate him with a passion.. he was their baby after they has lost a baby. It was still weird thinking of being a daddy and look what if she had a baby and was pregnant now and he had to leave like this. It wouldnt be one heart he was breaking it would be two. He had dealt with a daddy that wasn’t there and he wouldn’t want his child to deal with that. He was trying to keep it together here, taking in all the smells of the place. Their place. He was trying to be strong and do this. He sat on the couch and took in their living room and spoke with a sigh full of sadness. “ Maybe one day you will forgive me.” he spoke softly as if she could hear his words. Words she will never ever hear.

He walked threw the flat once more running his fingers over some of the contents of their flat just wanting to take it all in and remember it while he could before she gets back. He had to hurry.He walked into the bathroom, and then their bedroom. Taking in the smell of her perfume, her body wash, her shampoo everything that makes her, her. He had to smell it one last time before he was out the door. He really hated what he had to do, but it was to keep her safe. She couldn’t help him. He was beyond her help if he stayed. There were some pictures of them with buster and they looked so happy it was incredible and he has never been so in love with someone.

He has strolled into her closet where she kept lots of shoes and clothes, taking in a whiff of them and how they smelled and imagining how they fit that small and fragile frame. He really was going to miss her. He wished she would know that, but she can’t. Making his way out there, a few tears strolling down his face he quickly brushed them away, and stood at the door in the door way taking a look before muttering “ Good Bye.” he had slipped into her car, buster was whining in the front seat in his cage. He would miss her too. “I know buster, it will be hard, but we will make it threw. I have to keep her safe. I don't trust her to be around me. I just don't. I don’t want to hurt her.” he told their little pup as if he could understand him. “ We will be okay.” he told him. Damon looked back at their flat once more before driving off watching it in the rear view mirror. She could have been the one, but he probably went and ruined that now. He hoped that she could find some joy and happiness again.

Damon travelled on and on and on till he found a car park near down town London, and called a cab placing his things inside the cab and told the man to take him to the nearest car dealership, and went and got him and buster a new car, and had stopped at the post office and mailed Karlie her car keys back in a required signature package. He was sure she called the police by now and reported her car stolen and they would call her. He left the money on the counter for what he owed on the place and any tickets the car could get for leaving it there in the car park. His head was spinning threw all of this. He checked himself into the nearest hotel that accepted animals seeing as he couldn’t leave buster in the car and would be looking for a new place with in the next few days and would turn off his cell service and get a new one. It was a pricey endeavour, but he needed to do so. He hoped all his friend and family would just not try to contact him, but they probably would.

His Journey to help himself and keep his friends and family safe would now start. He was heading to into the darkness of things and fast as if he has some ubber dark hex placed upon him which he probably had done so himself dipping into something he doesn't know anything about. This was the price he had to pay for being so stupid. He lost his friends, and the woman he loves. He did love her even if he can’t admit it to her. He did. She means more to him then she know. He hopes that one day they will meet again and she could forgive him. Until then only time will tell what is in store for him. He hopes that she can move past this and find some peace. Hopefully he can too.. he needed to sort himself. He had to.. So now a new journey would begin.

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What this thread is about?: DAMON LEAVING DUE TO GETTING HIMSELF IN TROUBLE WITH MAGIC AND BREAKING KARLIE'S HEART